I was watching punishment videos in which there was no sex involved. They turned me off sexually, because I don’t…
It’s Hard to Say
Sir’s been upset with me yesterday… and also Sunday. I’ve had to wear my collar all day today. While wearing…
I Almost Addressed Some Guy as “Sir”.. (Definitely Not Funny)
I’m proud of my Sir, but I’m worried about him and am also feeling very deprived of a Sir.. as…
Needing A Reason (isn’t Being a Brat)
“Because I’m ordering you to.” That was Sir’s answer. If I’m not going to accept that answer, then does it…
Naughty Dream = New Toy
I had a naughty dream and I don’t feel good about it. I woke up very aroused, but I didn’t…
Pretending it Didn’t Happen
While doing the writing for this post I had zoned out all day long. I had forgotten something important, because…
I Don’t Know Any Better, But Sir Does
I was watching 50 Shades of Grey and fell asleep shortly after it started, but not through the whole thing.…
Too Emotional and Captivated by Dominance
I’ve been thinking for the past several hours and my thoughts consist of a serious evaluation of my submission or…
The Failsafe Code
After what I’ve said and done I likely won’t be able to convince anyone that I’m not a masochist. I…
